Lost In You Poem by Thati pramod sai

I know u can't hear me
I know u can't see me
I know u can't even remember me
I know I'll never be in ur dreams
Trespassing like a stranger in ur life
Thinking everyday quite strife
Always in disagreement with myself
Debating daily with my heart and mind
To be or not to be? ?
When being is always my option..
Triggering the war in silence
Asking myself ever only one question
Do I live in ur thoughts at least? ?
Agreeing to disagree
Standing alone miles apart
Collecting the memories from start
Hoping to hear from u
At least to witness a smile for a while
Lost in dreams, only to know the reality
Where I lay here collecting torn threads of my life..
Figuring out how the broken pieces of my disgruntled heart still shows ur picture...