Jolly Roger Poem by Margy Crumb

i'm having a horrible craving.
neck was TOO tight, so i cut it.
you f*cking klepto, die in a fire,
peace be with you, find comfort sweet
near to the heart of God.

God will forgive anybody:
an uncut diamond
not showing the prized optical properties
of cut and polished versions,
Wind-blown grass in the Valles Caldera,
car exhaust,
bug sprays,
(NEARER, STILL NEARER)
two 5mg doses of Adderall IR.
God loves us all.

Thank you! sweet friends
my body is decomposing.
no, I don't have a disability,
'this ship is controlled by pirates'
that's just life.

there is no real secret to feeling OK.
I know I would be a better person if I used ritalin everyday.
When sin is gone, all hiding will be gone.
A juxtaposition of Hope and Peace.
the better you understand something the more OK it turns out to be.
there has to be a reason.

no, I don't have a disability.
maybe I don't know what I'm talking about;
a sweetener not
permitted to be used in
foods in the U.S.
Brass knuckles,
Very Heavy & Warm.
I just learned something new! ha
I don't cry

I always try to make you my number one priority.
(ended up burning the gold inside me to ashes,)
I guess it is important, so I need to know
(What you thinking about?)
Do you cry a lot?
(What you thinking?)
(What you thinking about?)

only losers cry
only when i'm sad
i cry blood
I don't wish to answer.
Pull over
i'm crying right now

wake up
Heavy & Warm
things are going to be OK.
Hey- i sent this to myself