It Was Lust Not Love Poem by Yvette Flores

Looking back on everything, I still remember his smile
Iwish things didnt end so soon and turn back time for a while...
No matter how much it hurts... I still love him so much
A part of me needs him so much...but i cant seem to let him go
Knowing i wont be able to see him makes my heart cry out in pain
I cant believe we wont talk anymore
The thought makes me wanna go insane
He was my reason for waking up, for the smile you saw on my face
Going a single day without him makes me feel so out of place
I was afraid of opening up, now im afraid of the next day
Whenever i see him one last time...
Im terrified of what he might say
I know tomorrow will hurt, but the tears will fade away
Life is to short for regrets, there will be a brighter day
But when i see him one last time
I wont know what to do
When he tells me that last goodbye...
I'll whisper, 'I already miss you'