Is It True? Poem by Andrew BensleyPage

Is it true?
To be in love the first time i look at you?

I've searched my whole life for a moment like this,
only to be in a trance of the trance i insist.
to resist, the fact that my time is nearing,
the time that I've had to make my mark more reassuring..

Lurking, have i much?
Feeling queezy to the touch..
Lusting everything i must..
In the end I've earned no trust..

And the time that I've earned to find my trance, have i burned?
Have i burned the time I've earned to find my trance, i am sure..
And in the end, have i learned that the time i have earned,
Stabbed me in the back while my back was turned..