Is It My Fault? Poem by Sandra jacks

Did I betray you,
honestly?
You wanted me to,
You asked it of me,
although the people around are fierce and mad,
there's no denying the thing we had,
was it a mistake you ask,
yes, yes it was,
would I take it back you ask,
yes, yes i would,
can I?
no,
do I regret my stupid stupid mistake,
you have no idea,
how many people I let down,
I'm supposed to be a leader,
not someone who can just mess around,
I'm supposed to be your supporter,
not the one that turns you around,
what could I have been thinking,
you encouraged it too,
it's my fault because I'm older,
but it wasn't forced on you....