Is It Meant To Be Poem by Jaylen Thomas

It seems that every time your happy something happens
It's like it's not meant to be
Your heart just keeps getting hurt
Just when you think it can't anymore it does

Those happy tears that were just there
They're slowly converting back into sad ones
I'm so tired of feeling sad
I really am

Tired of all the nonsense
You keep saying your not trying to hurt me
But what do you think your doing
You're definitely not making me feel good

I can't keep doing this
I don't have the strength nor the strength to deal with this
I'm still going through somethings
And your not making it any better

You're just adding to it
I swear it's just not meant for me to be happy
And I'm just tired
So I really don't even care anymore