Inside Poem by Robert Hilary

rhythm within begins with the feeling of what's inside the light shinning deep alive, I thrive, like a paradox of fate as time collides beside the universe of god within my mind. the existence of my body escapes my waking eye as i climb into my being and find my life. to be a story that can show me who i am inside to be the one i am to show the world what's inside. i feel the resonates of deep within my soul i feel the holiness of peace within my home im just an animal with thoughts im learning to control. but my instincts are so powerful i cannot keep hold. im like a tidal wave of thought with an emotional storm i batter the fortress of reason as the new life of consciousness is born. there is no instrument of grace that can baer my words as behind them lies the spirit of my eternal form. im not a mental picture. im for real. its true. i simply manifest as i speak to you. this typing, is my tool to steal your breath away and test you with my mental zeal. can you understand. deep within the beginning of what you are as you realize your being. what can you see. to define thee.... but i gotta say. its been a day. i spun some words probably unheard, but the verb and the nouns created sounds that personified my state within the now. i don't know how to say it out loud but my experience is unbelievably profound i have cried. died. tried to look as far inside of myself as i could. so i could give that part of me to creator but i found only me. and i knew. that i was loved.....