In The End Poem by ESPN CHICK

I don't know why
Don't even care why
But the thoughts of you just aren't going away
Every time I think you're gone out of my mind
Something always reminds me of you

I can't imagine my life without you in it
Dreaming the night away of you
I wish that this wasn't hard for me to tell you
All these feelings I have of you I can't explain any of them

Sometimes I catch myself thinking about you when I swore to myself I wouldn't
I don't know where you're at or who you're even with and I don't care
Just gotta get this off my chest because I'll drive myself crazy
Days go by and I'm stuck here alone with you in my mind
Wishing that you would see what you do to me

You got me twisted in a daze
All I can see is you and I'm reaching out
But you're no where near me
I guess in the end I will drive myself crazy

Feels like you're my addiction and I can't get enough
Seeing you makes me feel much more alive
I don't know why but the these thoughts of you will never go away
I'll stay up restless thinking of you for God knows how long
I know in the end you will never feel the same and maybe in the end these thoughts of you will fade away

December 31,2009