If Only Poem by Rebecca Stansfield

If only the tears leaking form my eyes,
Where only rains from the heavens,
And the juice was of all love not lies,
From heaven, falling, falling.

If only the screams from my face were just,
Roars, flashes of thunder
Where there was no have or no must
An obligoty to wonder

When I'm so sad and if only
The pain in my heart was a lightening bolt
Leaving me fast, alone and lonley
Like a thousand electric bolts

All shining with no meaning,
To hurt and barley feel,
And wonderfully, always teasing,
Like magnets unto steal!