If I Could Resist..! Poem by Arun Achudh

Unknown or unaware we fall in love,
Like crimson tide it grows,
Digging past the ramparts of my heart,
Heave up and hard to redeem;
Habits and senses change
U lose weight yet u feel heavy,
U cry and cry till ur tears dry,
With no hint of the reason why;



Sittin in the dark and starving by,
Everywhere u see the face of the one who made u cry;
Through ur breath and into ur blood,
Made not only ur lungs but ur hearts compress;
Ur streets empty, ur heart beatin by,
U sit alone ashore and on the lane she passed by;
Talkin yourself about the days that passed,
Ur hands paint her name on the wet sand;
Hidin the tears that’s form other’s eyes,
Wearin smile as a mask ur days goes on..!




Ur world goes dark when she leaves,
Even deaths a friend that u never fear;
Getting back is jus unimaginative thing,
When u are caught by her soothing breath;
U feel and feel closing death
U expect her to shed at least a tear like urs;
Nothin more than her eyes could stop ur words,
I say these friends caz am too a freak.



It’s the same tide that hits me all day,
It’s the very feel that makes me cry;
My only breath & my living blood,
It’s the very same nights I never sleep,
The very same shore where I weep;
I wait in tears thicker than rain,
To see those days pass by again;
I wish if could resist things-but couldn’t
Its love’s unvarying rule that boys should never win…!