Iam Alone! ! Poem by bushra hussaini

Today when i stay all alone.
thinking about the time,
which is gone.
ponder over deep.
and complicated feelings.
which can't be expressed in wards,
iam seeking for healing.
my wounds, my secret grief,
my sorrow, my terror & despair.
iam lost and iam in search of relief.
i have lost my faith,
but now i want to belive.
in solitude iam real,
i know i need someone to care.
in silence i heard my soul,
iam true, not playing any role.
iam happy to be lonely,
but at heart iam not alone.
iam happy and content with life,
iam not down, iam feeling high.
now my days are peaceful,
all pain is lost and is gone,
iam extremly happy to be myself,
iam happy that iam alone.