I Wish I Could Tell Poem by Himasri Barman

I wish i could tell
what i feel
i wishcould tell
how i am living
i wish i could tell
what i was
i wishcould tell
what i am
I wish i could tell
how one can be extreme devil
playing a secrete Suicide game.

its me who saw what is death

how it look like
how one can see and feel

But God always save me

Really
really
I am Success

because still i am living
its me
New born Himasri
Rediscovering myself

i wish i could tell
how i am struggling
how i am handling all terrible situations....

i must say
i am success from all critical view point...

i wish i could tell
how i used to play with my hair
to hide my pain

i wish i could tell
howused to study madly
to show see how i m busy

but
actually actually
You...

i wish i could explain
how tough it is
But still
i have to fight....

My inner voice
force me to live
Himasri

lets live the new life
people say
You are very precious

lets make target and dreams

and lets enjoy this new turn of life.........