I Take The Credit Of Fake Poem by Sweta Leena Panda

I love to be call as fake
I know I am fake
I love to be behave like we never ever meet at all
ha, we never ever meet also
are we, remind me the time and date?
When people say, I am betrayal
I laugh and say! Yes, I do
By the way I always do
So what you can do
I love to be called as betrayal
People say, forget and move on
I swear! I can't do this to you
I neither can forget nor forgive you too
Sometimes I tried in my past
Then again I keep my fire burn like before
It's remind me those past days
How I cried and lonely for no reason
I cried but no one was there to help and support
Lies and rumours killed me inside
I know innocence mistakes
but all mistakes are not forgiveable
However heart is a different material
It never melts easily
Some hearts already turned into stone
Either they will stay strong or break for forever
And unfortunately I am in that stage only
I love myself more than anyone else
I never let anyone go
I never let anyone stay alone
However what I got in the end?
I never leave anyone's side when they need
I never take my hand when someone need me most
So why I always the victim in end
Am I born to tolerate everything?
I forgot, better you should do the same thing with me
I forgot who you are and what's your name is
Better leave me in my life like how is it
I leave you without hurting
Better leave me without saying a single word to me
If you are not there in my worst time
You also don't deserve to be in my side ever
I forgot you like I never ever meet you before
There is no place in my heart for cowards
I already forgot better you should too
I love to be called as fake
I feel it's a best recognition for me
I love to be known as betray
There was a time I scared to say GOOD BYE!
Now from my heart I am saying just leave me for forever
Ever touching my emotion
I need peace in my space
I don't need anyone else
I just need myself
People can call me crazy
That's accepted
I can't allow you to make my life hell again
I forgive you like an innocence mistake
Don't ever do the mistake to enter within the drain
This time you don't know what you are going to get
May be you'll be the victim of your fate
I love to accept the lonely life
But your company is absolutely not accepted at all in my life
I am happy with myself
I am cheering up myself
live with those
Once who cheer up your mind too?
Go and get them
They are your best freinds
I was always a stranger in your life better leave me in that way
My lord is beside me to take care
So leave my side like you never ever meet me ever
If we gonna meet ever in my life
I am for sure either for showing my life partner or as a business partner
You deserve for this part of my life
I am sure I don't gonna accept you too
This is my promise to you
I love to call betrayed
I don't know how far this recognition is true
But I am enjoying this part of mine
At least I show myself like little bit poisonous through this
Now some will scared of me to take advantage of me
I gonna cheer up my life whole again
I gonna start my life whole again
I am not going to need you again in my life
Your part already end when you leave me for no reason
I am happy to start my life whole again
I am happy with myself whole again
As I know I am no longer going to dealing you
I am happy like before
I gonna start my life again
Just like a new flower blossom for the first time
I am happy for my new life
I hope! You'll never ever enter as a stranger again
If you have self respect at that time then now you should have too
Please forgive me
That's why I take the credit of betray
Even I am not
I am happy as call as fake
however i can't bear your company again
You are the biggest mistake in my life
Which i just try to rectify
I gonna live my life whole again