I Stand Alone Poem by caleb nathanael gonzales

i stand alone
under the stars
everything lost in a million ways
scared to death
ive never been alone waiting for a miracle
but God not on my side... nobody is
i look to the past for mistakes
ive seen what ive done
youve made mistakes
you killed yourself a million times over
you lost yourself when you lost her
i stare at the stars thinking of you
wondering if you do the same
when you fall in love you know your taking a chance...
giving your heart away
never knowing what direction your going in
i took that chance
and crushed myself!
its been hard to say goodbye
its been hard to live my life
should i give up?
or should i keep going in a different direction
i lost!
its over... when you love you realize who you really are