I Saw You With Her Poem by Thabitha Marakalala

i saw you with her
i saw you holding her, my heart skipped a beat
i saw you grabbing her, my soul ripped apart
i saw you kissing her, my body trembled with fear
i saw your body against hers n my brains bleeded with pain

i saw you with her
my heart couldn't bear the pain.
i felt my whole life collapsing at my feet
i had to hold my heart in the palm of my hands
i wanted to collapsed but my body wouldn't let me fall
i thought of screaming but my voice couldn't come out
i thought of breaking but my spirit broke in stillness
i jst thought of dying, but my heart kept on pumping
beating through pain that is beyond explanations
beating within so much sorrow that is beyond imaginations

I saw you with her

i wanted to deny what my eyes saw
the thought of you kissin her like you kiss me,
holdin her like you hold me,
touching her like you touch me.
the thought of you gazing at her like you do with me.
whispering sweet words to her like you do with me
the thought of you making love to her like you do with me.
that thought brought tears to my face.
i cried til my tears dried out.

i saw u with her you.

Lord have mercy on my torn apart soul.
i saw you with her and i held my bleeding heart.
dragged my breaking soul and covered my drained eyes.
i cried my torn soul to a deep peaceful sleep.
though I don't feel the pain as I did.
i now wonder if i would still seeyou with her even after death?