I Never Poem by Arienne Smith

I never thought I needed you until my thoughts got grim
I never thought I could love you until I looked within
I denied these certain feelings until I was half past dead
Now I cant push these thoughts out my freaking head

Yet you always said you loved me, but then you walked away
-and left me out in the cold just to let me stray
You told me I was special, but truth is you lied
so i get blessed for every tear i cry
I never needed you