I'M Tired Of Playing These Games Poem by Violet Warren

I'm all alone to dull out the harness
to pull out the carcass
of who I used to be
who has murdered me?
who fastened me to this
loneliness and won't let me free

cleansed me to drown
and proudly pronounced
that their ears had been fed
I was devastated

and somehow I hoped
that you wouldn't choke
on these cold, aching hands
but now I look back
and realize the chance
that I really had

but when it's all said and done
you always seemed to be the one
to never forgive
to never forget me now
but you're dead to me
and it's haunting me somehow

my guilt is killing me
eating away at my sole
the filth is drowning me
because of the decision that I foolishly chose

as my life unfolds,
it is clear that it won't
be leaving me be

and I know it's impossible to ask
but I know that it's my last chance
to see your eyes
before you embrace the fire

bury me now

now that's it's all said and done
I knew that you would always be the one
to never forgive me
to never forget me now
but you're dead to me
and it's haunting me somehow

goodbye to the world, I tried my hardest
but my best just wasn't enough
close the casket
before you miss your last chance
to steal the breath right off of my tongue

I'm tired of playing theses games