I'M Still Poem by ESPN CHICK

I'm at the point again where I just don't want to be here
I see the knifes and think about it for a while
Scars once again oh how I need and want them
But something keeps holding me back

Feels like no matter where I go pain is always there
What's the use of even trying when pain is gonna be right beside me
I don't know what to do anymore but scream

My life isn't getting any better
Its still the same life that I had before
The pain the brokenness is just apart of me
I'm still the same person as I was a year ago

Nothings changed
I still have the same secrets
The same desire of wanting that one

I need to be whole and I haven't came close to it
Feels like I'm alone like before
Alone in feeling this agony
Feeling this brokenness and pain inside of me forever



Sept 12,2008