I'M Getting Used To It. Poem by StaceyLeigh Olner

Feel like crying?
Heads going to explode?
Feel like screaming and running away?
Have arguments in you're head?
and also feel as if you're on you're own?
I do..
I feel like crying,
And my head will explode,
With everything thats in my head,
And i feel like screaming,
And i feel like running away,
And i feel lost in my own world,
A world where,
I've been hurt and let down,
So many times i'm used to it,
Where i block out as much pain and hurt as i can,
But it don't always work,
I run to my room,
Close the door,
And i cry,
I cry about things that have happened,
I cry about my pain and hurt,
I even cry about broken promises,
I'm just a girl,
Whose had a lot to deal with over the past years,
I'm just a girl,
Whose getting used to being hurt and let down,
But should i be used to it?

Wrote as im getting used to all the hurt