I'M A Fake Poem by Autum Foster

So far, it's all about regret,
And all the things I can't forget,
Maybe it's time to make things right,
Maybe it's time I stand up and fight,
There are somethings I need to say,
But how? To Who? And in what way?
I want to say, I don't need you,
I am who I am and if that wont do,
I need to leave, to get away,
But, of change, I'm so afraid,
So many years, a fake, a cover,
Lieing to each and every lover,
You never knew the real me,
I was to scared, but now I see,
Through these tears and from these scars,
The blood runs down these longing arms,
All I want is to start again,
Forget my fears, forget my pain,
How can I expect anyone to see,
How much I've lost the 'real me',
Well, not lost, I'm still inside,
But, from all of you, the truth, I hide,
I hide from you, behind this veil,
I'll fall so hard and surely fail,
I know I shouldn't think this way,
Negativity is here to stay,
I search, I mourn, my mind I raid,
But in the end, I'm still afraid.