I'Ll Never Quit Loving You Poem by Samarah Essler

Wishing I had a gun,
hoping that your the one,
feeling like everythigns wrong,
I just want to be gone,
I want to die,
I always cry,
then I think of you,
I know you'll help me through,
I know you will,
everynight I need a sleeping pill,
I can't sleep,
but I won't say a peep,
your not always with me at night,
I miss you so much is this right?
when your not around I'm different person,
I'm telling you I'm so certain,
my mom says she dosn't even know me anymore,
I've never changed this much before,
maybe its good and maybe its bad,
I don't know but I'm getting mad,
which way should I turn,
sometimes I just want to burn,
I'm staying alive because of you,
I'm sure that you know thats true,
and I know that you love me too,
your always on my mind,
I would never leave you behide,
I don't know what else to do,
but I will never quit loving you.