**i Hope You Read This One Day Poem by Fathimath Farha

Its a really funny thing.
I smile at the thought of it. Here I am, lying under the blue blue sky,
With the cool breeze caressing my tears.
Its not the first time and I'm sure it won't be my last.
Yet, I wish and wish again,
and dream of whatever might.

I still think about you as often,
As the breaths I take.
How would things have been had they been different?
How would our lives have been if united?

There I laugh again.
Wanderless wonders.
What ifs and what nots.
And this's how my time seeps away.

Maybe if you see me now,
You'd know I had no fairytale ending.
There's so much my heart wants to scream out to you,
But i bury them deeper inside.

I want you to know how unhappy i am.
I want you to know i'm dying little by little inside.
I want you to know that i miss you.
I want you to know that i still love you.

But right now, most of all,
I want you to know that, whatever it looks like, it is not me.
And things that seem to be are but,
The cruel facade of reality.