I Forgive Myself Poem by Yuliia Lapushanska

I forgive myself
for being not perfect

for making mistakes being a human
for making excuses
and missing opportunities

for calling God's voice more than people's
and making sometimes not logical for many decisions

for procrastinating
for enjoying life not fully

for trying to keep me hole
from trying to save me
for losing me

for trying to be a people pleaser so much
for making bad decisions sometimes
for not listening advice of people

for reading the Bible not enough
for not being who I am in my head

for loving people
for hating people

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for communicating only with chosen ones
for being lukewarm sometimes

for wasting money time
and other resources not really in the best way