I Don'T Understand Poem by Darkness Falls

There are many things in life i dont understand
the most recent thing is why you had to go and dissapear
you were the only one I had and now I dont know what to do
why did you have to do this you knew how i felt
you knew you were the only one i trusted with my problems
there is nothing for me to do now I cant make you return into my life
all i can do now is wish that someday somehow you will appear again
talking to you will never be the same because you are not close anymore
please just let me know...tell me what am I suppose to do with myself now