I Don'T Love You Poem by TITIKSHA SINGHAL

I know I don’t love you
But wonder why
I think of you day and night
And often dreams of you.

I frequently find myself shutting off the door
And locking myself in between the room
Closing up my eyes, even up my breath
And meditate in the charm of yours

Or when I wake up in between my sleep
When I don’t see you in the dreams;
Or when I envy the air embracing you,
I know I don’t love you, but still I do…

I wonder why I feel sad
When you’re absent from where you shouldn’t be
And I do wonder why I hope
May you come and be with me

I know I don’t love you, but still
I sometimes feel-
I don’t know why,
Am I deceiving me?