I Cried Today Grandad! Poem by Natalie Taylor

i creid today
a strong emotion that wont go away
i try my best to decieve
to hide the way i feel, this i do no achieve

a feeling ive let you down
as i try to hide my frown
its still you i try to please
the only reason i strive to achive

i feel so confused
as i look at things you never used!
we never got the chance
to have that special dance

my head is spinning
my emotions are winning
im too weak to fight
im losing all sight

what is ment to be?
why is it i cannot see?
unanswered questions that were asked
ever since the day you passed

i hope i've made you proud
as i listen for a sign
just one little sound
to show you are around