I Belong To Myself Poem by Laura arwen

Somehow I have
to rebalance myself
Nothing can protect
me from loneliness
I don't bet
a dime on
my total rebirth
I don't believe
in myself because
I'm fragile
There is too
much haste in
the world
I hate being
frustrated for my
mental and material
chaos
Sometimes I think
being lonely is
a blessing
I don't accept
losing reading and
writing
I want to
feel good and
don't have any
concerns
I'm insane to
pretend to be
minimalist because I
can never be
that kind of
person
Sometimes I really
enjoy the company
of my mind
Recently I'm very
excited to shop
I don't recognize
myself since how
crazy I've been
I have to
calm down my
restlessness
I'm too excited
to think straight
I don't know
why but lately
I feel excited
for any little
progress