I And Myself........ Poem by Poornima Kanasen

Years passed by, can’t be reclaimed,
My sense of presentiment growing intensely day by day,
No question about the future,
Because my present is uncertain,
Being abashed with reality and imagination,
I seek nothing than peace in my soul,
My past sins haunting me,
Leaving shadows behind me,
Lament, I won’t
I have lost the rights to do so,
I disrelish myself,
For taking advantage rather than opportunity,
For sacrificing my dignity,
I sold myself without thinking,
The evil I,
I gave away all the tenderness in me,
What is left now in me?
Not in my knowledge,
There are no more fulfillments in me,
Vulnerability is conquering my inner self,
I am no more the same person,
The old me, gone by the wind….
Diffident, I am…
Waiting for the time to decide…
I let my Lord to craft a path for me….