I Am Sorry Poem by Esther Hadassah Sendeza

For the times you were being real,
And my fear told me otherwise.
For the time you were kind,
And my heart didnt dwell on it.
For the time you were there,
And I took it for granted.

For when you nursed me from miles away,
But I just wanted to be left alone.
For being optimistic,
While I surrounded us with pessimism.
For listening,
When I chose to say nothing at all.

For going the extra mile,
But I didnt acknowledge it.
For listening to my endless laughter,
Where normal people would laugh once.
For opening up,
While I had so many walls around me.
For staying committed,
While I chose to believe otherwise.

I am sorry,
For letting fear drive me,
For taking you for granted,
For letting you down.