I Am Sorry Poem by Nikhil Chandwani

'It could break easily, be very careful.

If its broken, you can't fix it, it won't fix

In case you're wondering

What I'm giving you

Something very sensual, and beautiful

Its my heart

Vulnerable and incredible.

I trust you, so keep it safe and warm'

She uttered these lines,

and what did I gave her?

*pain and painful nightmares*

I delivered some heartbreaking moments,

Unacceptable and undigestable for her.

Initially, I was proud and felt sorry for nothing.

But as I think about my past.

as I write this,

I wont bash about my love,

I just need you to forgive me.

I regret hurting a true soul.

and all I need is respect and friendship.

Would it be a wise thing to apologise

as far as I know,

It was my fault.

I accept my flaw.

I went against the law of love.

I am sorry,

sorry for being immature,

sorry for having a heartless behavior.

We are all one in this world

And our experience is ours

but i was not able to understand

What was going on?

so come back. lets scatter our differences.

as we met again maybe for the last time.

And as you walked away from me

I saw your shoulders sigh

I saw you lift your gentle hand

To wipe your weeping eye

I walked up there behind you

Felt love deep inside

You felt my hand touch your shoulder

As you cried



'I'm sorry...' was all I could say

You turned to look at me

I couldn't utter a word.

I was ashamed, words couldn't come out.

I could see a sparkling tear in my eye.

it said few words, in the moment of silence.



I bare my soul and my life to you.

To say sorry for my decisions and immaturity

I have no excuses and hide no more

All I can offer is my blood for friendship.



lets be friends!





-Nikhil Chandwani