I Am A Living, Breathing, Suicide... Poem by Lizzy Henry

I am a living person
with so many hard ships,
my life so far has been horrible,
I don't know how I am going to go on.

so far I am breathing
but for how long
my mind wanders to suicide every day
I cant stop it
I have other options there right there
But I can no longer move from this position I am in
this place is filled with pain and misery

It seems that suicide is my only answer,
I have had a rough life
I held it so deer to me
why is this now happening to me
that one little mistake
now costing me my life

I cant do it
I cant kill myself
just because of him
I just cant
hes gone now everything will be OK...
that is what I'm telling my self
but it only brings heart ache

I am now a living, breathing suicide...