I Always Know Poem by Catherine Yen

I always know
Where to embed the heartache
and remain silent
Silence is blameless
But I don’t want to be an observer
Because the traumatic scar
Falling not nor scratching
After every scratching it re-bleeds

I do not know,
If your love forced me to comply,
Or does love touch my heart;
I do not know,
If my heart has been conquered,
or to be persuaded.

I lost myself at the moment
Onto an unknown,
But I am well comprehended to face
The far-off back of my own,
Still insist its beauty
Even it’s only a sight of the back

I’m always shaken by own’s acumen,
Things do not happen, but got the answer,
Like the fate of duplicated tapes;
Where to ballot is the same,
So as the divination,
Dementia is sometimes a happiness,
Keen to be an absurdity.

It turned out that
The ever unknown silent talk
In the distance,
Eyes remains the same, and
I always know,
Where to lay the heartache,
And remain silent.