Hurt Poem by Boricua Justice

The closer you come to my mind the farther i you push away 

Hurt formed in ah elusive way

No more excuses today...

why are we always fighting?

 the farther I push you away this love that we used to portray

Ties deep within my soul so i cry in a unethical place 

Alone with my thoughts so I'm standing here with a smile on my face  

Everyone doesn't knw my struggle is far from being replaced

 with a unconscious thought that I will make it in some type of way 

Blatant disregard for the people who pray for my  peace

Wondering......

Will this ever catch up to me?

Asking god will I ever finally get my wings 

Or will I struggle with the same pain 

that has distanced me from family and friends

An all the women that I cared for always ended up wanting to be friends

 realizing it was hard to orchestrate another me

Telling thereself they were really better off without me  





 

The closer you come to my mind the farther i you push away 

Hurt formed in ah elusive way

No more excuses today...

why are we always fighting?

 the farther I push you away this love that we used to portray

Ties deep within my soul so i cry in a unethical place 

Alone with my thoughts so I'm standing here with a smile on my face  

Everyone doesn't knw my struggle is far from being replaced

 with a unconscious thought that I will make it in some type of way 

Blatant disregard for the people who pray for my  peace

Wondering......

Will this ever catch up to me?

Asking god will I ever finally get my wings 

Or will I struggle with the same pain 

that has distanced me from family and friends

An all the women that I cared for always ended up wanting to be friends

 realizing it was hard to orchestrate another me

Telling thereself they were really better off without me