Hurt Poem by cassie damon

Eyes
Full of pain haunting me seeing me
Darkness
Deep in my soul lingering feeding growing is the
Sorrow
No joy left in me for anything
Id
Do anything to be able to take this
Hurt
And make it go away drink drug Blade
They’re
All the same a means to an end
The end
Of my pain and my hurt
Abandonment
Is firmly implanted in my mind and heart
Screams
Tear from me my body my soul my spirit my mind
But
My mouth remains silent my lips in a smile
Phantom
Screams and cries whip against my ears
Day and night
It’s all I can hear it batters against the frail
Control
That my will has forcing me to keep that smile in place keep the
Screams
Locked behind my clenched teeth and closed mouth
One
Day it will fail and my control will be lost
Completely
And the monster my soul has turned into will come out and
Rage
Scream
Cry
Fight
Release
All the pain that’s kept hidden
The way
Will be opened for the agony to come
Pouring
Out from the depths of me in a
Tidal
Wave so many years it’s been held back I'm
Scared
Of what will happen, cuz I will have no control
All
The years of crying for
Help
Then the years of that one word being locked in me I
Shudder
To think of the possibilities of what I'm
Capable
Of when the hurt is let out
God
Help me and anyone around me when that happens




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