How Much Will It Withstand Poem by Scarlet .....

I wonder how much can it withstand
how much pressure it can take
before it breaks
before it starts to release
release everything it holds inside
I’ve tried a couple of times before
and it didn't break
but that was before I felt like this
before I felt this craving
this craving to test it
craving to break it
craving to watch it release the pain from within
craving to see how much it can take
before it will breaks
before it will releases the liquid from within
once it breaks
how much will I be ale to withstand
how long will it take before I will break
before I give in
before become addicted
addicted to testing how much it can take
addicted to seeing it break
addicted to watching it release
release all te liquid pain from within
will I be strong enough to resist it
resist becoming addicted
or will I just cave it