How Can I Poem by malibongwe bobo

How can I tell him?
That am in a battle
My heart and feelings are fighting with my pride
Seems like my pride is fighting harder
But it becomes powerless
Every time I see his face
Every time I see his text
We just friends
That's what he knows
Will I ever express my self to him?
Where am I going to get the courage?
How?
From who?
I wish there was an angel
That I can sad to tell him how I feel
How I am willing to shoe him love
How I am longing for his touch
How am I having endless visions of me and him living a good life
Every time I see his face my heart contracts
I feel like my eyes have seen something new while he is old on this earth
He is perfect for me
There is one thing troubling me
How am I going to tell him?
I truly need him
Its just my empty pride that makes me
Tremble my feeling
Fight the strong hold that
Draws me towards you
I am moved yet can't move towards you
I am touched but can't touch you as I desire
I can't help the compression that compress me towards you
I need you
I love you
How will I tell you?