High School Lies Poem by aashka thakkar

i know they say that time can only tell.
but in this my heart must sell.
a tale of present sadness.
of friends, distrust, and madness.

weekends use to me friends.
now its with silence that never ends.
computers and phones are how we have come to say.
what are you doing and how's your day?

i miss the long walks and inside jokes
i guess its all just a hoax.
i always thought friendship was great.
now here i am thinking its to late.

i knew high school would make us part.
but i always hoped that we'd wait to start.
wait till the last year.
now here i am about to tear.

you both are always pushing me away.
but a memory of out once great friendship is why i stay.
i just wish you guys would see.
that in the end your going to loose me.

late night calls and sleepless nights.
when are you going to see that this isn't right?
that my heart is big and holds way to much.
i just love you guys a bunch.

i try to let you guys see me.
but that isn't how it's going to be.
I'll never know why i try so hard.
i just end up getting burned and chard.

I'm still there for you guys.
and i bet no matter how hard i try.
you both are going to end up leaving.
but that i keep not believing.