Head Poem by Jackson Wings

Am I alive or am I dead or is this all inside my head or better yet inside your head cause you're the one always full of dread I'm the one with words unsaid. You've created me through the insanity or am I the consensus who hates all humanity. I don't know you don't know all we know is I'm pretty much alone. But wait, What if I'm dead and I'm just a memory inside your head a memory created by the insanity or am I invisible to all humanity except you. What if I'm a nobody who everybody seems to ignore who everybody thinks is better off dead cause I think I'm better off dead I don't know you don't know all we know is I'm pretty much alone. But you see. my life is not what it's supposed to be. Your seeing not whats supposed to be. I feel like this is all a dream please help through the insanity. You know that feeling in your heart and head that leaves you full of constant dread. sometimes it leaves you feeling dead. when you finally realize that you like someone but that someone will never know. they'll never know cause ill never show the feelings cause my hearts on its own. i don't know you don't know all we know is I'm pretty much alone.