Hard To Be So Close And Miles Away Poem by Kevin BBK

God this is painful..
How can I be so close and not be able to spend a few moments with her?
How can I just stay here and watch?
I feel my head is going to blow up
God, how can you make someone so helpless?
And why does that someone needs to be me..
A few steps from her, seated, I could see her lip gloss, so natural
I still cannot believe it can be so hard…
After all I have gone through, I should be able to manage but NO
I' m just a human being
I have feelings.