Half Tears, In A Complete Cry. Poem by Lihle Shezi

To complete my life-time
would need me, to return you
to life the day you didn't
die in my heart.
Just in-time for you to kiss
the crack in my memories.
To hear you parade a name
close to your heart.
Lihle, Lihle!
Before your heart confiscate
from you what she gave me.
Haughty hearts could never resemble
the beats they gave because of you.
You said 'forever you will be
in my heart'
You lied, where i live
you do not art.
Lihle, Lihle!
As if my name was a foreword
to your epitaph.
Half tears, in a complete cry
causes more pain than unsaid
goodbye.
Half tears, in a complete cry
when the pain is too sounding
to pry.
When everlasting memories
command to die.

Life is against all my smiles.
If i couldn't complete a life-time
with you, why this poem?