Ha Ha Almost Broke It Poem by James Davis

abnormal beat weary eyes sore feet these things u left me
itchy burning eyes as i watch time pass me by
i lay back facing the sky wondering what I could've saw in your eyes
slowly as i watch what i held so close die but still u remain the apple of my eyes
hoping wishing praying maybe these things will do wonders for me but now i feel obsolete
like a robot trying to simulate emotion but things with u wont compute i rest my case because u have won this dispute i cannot feel what is real or fake so as i bow on my knees and pray i hope that I'll be normal again some day. All along i knew this was coming but look at what has become of me i don't blame you or anyone else because in the end ill always be by myself no one who can truly love me is what is normal to me plus it was once told to me but now it was showed to me but i wont have anymore sleepless nights because the pain is only like Novocaine don't be sorry don't be upset there was a lesson to be learned and something you showed that would stick to me with an obscurity that would always keep my heart on overtime security