Goodbye Poem by Lucie Flower

As I lye there in my bed hugging the pillow wishing I was dead a silent tear runs down my face trying to think of something that will replace my shattered heart I know it wrong for me to cry but I cant help it I'm missing you more and more as the days go by your like my drug once I have tried you I want more and more hoping one day you'll turn up at my door although your not something I can buy or take I know your love was my biggest mistake and sometimes you get me a little to high and now I guess this is good-bye