Gone..No More...Goodbye... Poem by Ella Rose

I've been lost and found and forgot where I should start,
it's all contingent on the circumstance of my bleeding heart.

Gone...no more...goodbye...

My veins twist and my senses expand,
as I walk by your picture on your old night stand.

Sure, there was a time I didn't expect this outcome. The clear ways of your final days
only portrayed who you never thought you'd become.
At a standstill as my vessels constrain and contract, you were most special but
I couldn't contain you through an exact tunnel to refrain you.
My platelets wither as my plasma spreads, they slither like lead poison into magma
forgetting you are dead, my blood moistens, believing your lies instead.
Vascular system depleting my oxygen, if only you had listened beyond religion,
contemplating secretion, as you started the incision.

When did you think we would find you?
Was it thought out or impromptu?

I've been lost and found and forget where I should start,
it's all contingent on circumstance of my bleeding heart.

My veins twist and my senses expand,
as I walk by your picture on your old night stand.

Gone...no more...goodbye...