Gangsta Whispher...It Just Hurts In The Heart Poem by kiki KEYKEY amador

THE AFTERMATH IS SO PAINFUL
LOSING ME IN UR LIFE REGRETFUL
THE TIME HAS COME FOR CHANGE
I AM NO LONGER AT ARMS RANGE
YOU LET ME SLIP THREW UR FINGERS
JUST LIKE THE FALL OF A FMOUOUS SINGER
MENTAL FILE CLICK CLICK
MISSING YOU SO BAD SICK SICK
I NO LONGER CAN CALL YOU UP AND SAY
YOUR NO LONGER IN MY LIFE THAT WAY
HAVE YOU RED ALL THE LETTERS I HAVE SENT
OR DID YOU THROW THEM AWAY R U CONTENT
SO MANY SUMMERS HAVE PAST
WE WERE SOME HOW JOINED I THOUGHT IT WOULD LAST
WHEN DID YOU KNOW YOU DIDNT LOVE ME ANYMORE
WHEN YOU WOKE IN HER BED AND MORE
DID YOU LOOK AT HERE THE WAY YOU LOOKED AT ME
I REALLY BELIEVED YOU LOVED ME YOU SEE
HOW CAN I BE SO DUMB
I TRULY BELIEVED YOU WHEN YOU SAID GIVE ME SOME
I KNOW WHEN YOU STOPPED
MY HEART HAD BEEN CROPPED
DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE IT
I CONVINCED MYSELF I HAD TO SEE IT
SHE HAS ALL OF YOU AND SHE IS STILL NOT SATISFIED
I HAD A LITTLE PART OF U AND I WAS GLORIFIED
I REEMBER HOLDING HANDS IN THE DARK
ILL NEVER FORGET THE ENDLESS TALKS
UNPLANNED MEETINGS
SCRAGGLE PLACE SEETINGS
ISLEY BROTHERS ON THE CD
YOU BENDING OVER KISSING ME
LAYING ALONE IN MY BED
YOU NOT THERE FEELING OF BEING DEAD
WANTING SOEMTHING THAT IS SO WRONG
'HERE AND NOW' REMEAINS MY FAVORITE SONG
OF COURSE THERES ALSO IN MY MIND
IMAGES OF U NO LONGER KIND
WORDS RUN THREW MY MIND
PLAYED PLAYED PLAYED
YOUR NO LONGER A MEMEORY UR NOW FADE FADE FADE
YOU CAUSE PEOPLE TO HURT
YOU THINK UR RIGHT JUST A BIG FLIRT
ITS SO HARD TO PICK UP FONE AND CALL
I JUST WANT TO GOTO A CORNER AND COVER MYSELF W A SHAWL
THE SPIRIT IS GONE OF WHEN ID PUP THE FONE
JUST TO RECITE YOU A SONG
I KNOW ITS NOT FAIR
BUT I SWEAR ULL MISS ME NOW THAT IM NOT THERE
YOU SEE WE TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANITE
I HAVE MY PEN PAPER NOW I SIT IT
I COULD TELL BY THE TONE OF UR VOICE
I AM NO LONGER YOUR FIRST CHOICE
YOUR NO LONGER MINE EITHER
I CANT HELP BUT TO ASK MYSELF WAS IT A TEAZER REALLY WAT A SHAME
WHERE YOU TRY TO BE A PLAYER AND PLAY THE LOVE GAME
OR WEHN U ASK ME TO FALL IN LOVE YOU REALLY DID
OH STOP SHOWING SIGNS OF IMMATURITY U R REALLY A KID
IM SCARED IF I LET GO I WILL MOURN
CRY PURPLE TEARS FOR I AM TORN
UR ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN SPEAK
I THINK U LOVE ME, ESPECIALLY MY CRAZINESS GREEK
IF I STOP THE CALL
NO ONE WILL TAKE THE FALL
SO THERE YOU HAVE IT
YOU GOT WAT U WISHED FOR
ME OUT OF UR LIFE FOREVER AND SO MUCH MORE.