Forgive Me Poem by Tashi Coote

'lord, i'm so tired and the pain inside doesn't want to go away.
i can no longer shed anymore tears, for my eyes hurt me really badly.
the voices in my head don't want to go away.
my heart aches so badly that it's become too unbearable for me.
no one loves me, no one cares, no one wants me, and no one can help me now.
i tried being the good girl everyone wanted, but it wasn't good enough.
all i wanted was for someone to love me god.
was i asking too much?
i'm so sorry god but i have to end my suffering the only way i know how.
please forgive me god for what i'm about to do.”