Find The Beat Poem by Tori Beals

Sometimes I lose my mind
sometimes I lose control
I need to find the beat
find the rythym of my soul
I've got to look inside
figure out what makes me tick
and put the pieces all together
then it all starts to click
I know good things make me happy
and bad things make me sad
but its not all black and white
sometimes anything makes me mad
I'm looking for that rythym
that constant sounding sound
the one that makes me smile
when there's nothing funny around
I want to know what moves me
what makes me jump and dance and sing
and why I feel the spirit
when I hear the jingle bells ring
I want to find the beat
of my soul body and mind
and lose myself in the music
and leave everything else behind.