Feel So Numb Poem by Laura M. Eggebrecht

I'm Not Knowing What Is Real.. Or What Isn't
My Heart Has Been Played With,
Just When I Had Believed In You.
I Gave You My Heart, My Love, Everthing
And Now I Have Learned You Were Never Just Mine...

It Seems As Though I've Been Sharing You..
But I Supose - My Love,
Just Wasn't Good Enough For You,
Or Maybe You Just Had Other Plans Period -
That Didn't Include Me, My Heart...

Just When I Thought I Knew You...
I'm Learning Things.. I Had No Idea Of.
Night After Night,
I Said A Prayer For You - Us. And I Have Waited
Patiently Only To Find I'm Not The Only One
Waiting On You. My Heart Hurts So Bad -
Because Loving You Was All I Wanted To Do.

My Dreams Shattered... My Heart Broke & Now
Numb
Just When I Thought I Knew You ...