Fantasy Poem by gothic fairy

scared,
terrified,
from something you made.
don't let it pollute your mind.
don't let it blur your eyes.
don't let it take control of what you feel inside.
don't let it take control and leave you on your knees.
praying and wishing you hadn't believed.
desperately wanting,
wanting to please.
my mind one with my heart.
asking,
needing help.
only to have you turn around,
looking towards the fantasy you wish you had.
dam you for pretending.