Falling Poem by Louie Gonzalez

Heart shattered
Feelings torn apart
Shrouded in darkness

No escape from the thoughts that creep into my mind
No escape from the sadness

Every night I wake alone
Alone
Alone I am

I have no one
No one
Forgotten

I have forgotten what it feels like to be happy
Seems so far away
I try to grasp as it evades me every time

Time and time again I try to cry
But nothing comes out

Losing my grasp
Falling
Fast

Shaking
It wont stop
The unbearable agony of being betrayed

No one cares
I stand alone against my demons
Losing the fight

Dreams of the past
Past
The past was a dream

I woke up
Woke up and saw reality
Reality is to be alone

No one loves you
You
No one can love you

To have hope is to be let down
Hope
No hope for me

Suffer I was made to feel
Suffer I shall

I try
It isnt enough
No matter what I do
Never enough

A failure I was meant to be
Failure
Thats why nothing works

Death
Such a simple word
A word that brings piece to my soul

Thoughts of dying never elude me
Always with me

I wanted to give you the world
The world
My world was taken from me

Love is like a sweet rose
When you get the rose
You notice that you have been stabbed by all of its thorns

Stabbed
In the heart

Falling
Almost there
So close

No friends
Lost them
Lost them to the rose with thorns

The rose with thorns
Poison
Dying

When it comes I will embrace it
Openly without fear
Finally I shall smile

Goodbye world
I know I will not be missed
I am the forgotten