Failure Poem by Christopher Biddle

Failure.....
No Freedom...
Restrictions, despair...
True love's lost...
Throat's cut...
Franticly useless attempts at the air....

A fight for the words...
A fight for control....
Implications...
Defiance...
Won't even admit to your soul...

Repeating of blame....
I'll swallow it whole....
Heart's betrayed hollow shell...
End of us was served cold...

Blue skies fade to black through only my eyes...
Depression's out of style when accustomed to lies...

Aimless in attempts to understand your fake ways...
Countless contradiction in the games that youve played...

Betrayal of myself with dishonest pain...
May black angels find you and punish in vain...

Why have I fallen through this sick twisted play...
Such as the planning of puppets stringed up on a stage...

I'm still snapped in two by the pain brought by you...
So hard to chew... The fake view that you've brewed...
Dishonesty, vows broken, straight pain and deceit...
Realization sets in that love's defeat, is complete...

I realize your true face.... I see with distain...
No longer I shall stand by you as your swain....